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yooohooo (:

omg. work experience.. DONE AND DUSTED :D

working in the hospital was really good and interesting and fun and uhh, knowledge-gaining :D i really enjoyed it. i'm going to miss working under dr. gan ):

the past 2 weeks-ish of work experience was so tiring, it got up to the point that after work, i would just shower and collapse on my bed. lolol. today, on the last day, i rewarded myself by having a 3 hour nap (:

lolol. don't think imma get much sleep tonight.

omg. i'm so ANGRY AND SAD AND UPSET RIGHT NOW.

one reason is because BEAST IS IN KL TMR! or they arrived today. whichever. but their performance is TMR! :( and I CAN'T FREAKING GO CAUSE OF THE STUPID GRAD AWARDS EVENING. FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML SO THE ANGRYS. i got so depressed once during work because of it. lolol. the nurses must had thought i was weird cause during one of the operations my mood went down. like down down down down down. gahh. aklsjnclkascdnjlkascnsdlkj WHYYY. i feel like crying :( first time i actually get this interested in any band or artist, and i CAN'T EVEN GO AND SEE THEIR FREAKING CONCERT. WHAT THE NONSENSE ;(

another reason is uhh. kinda awkward.. well. i have this friend. i used to be really good friends with this guy, closest guy friend i've ever had actually. then, we stopped talking for a month, and well. our friendship just went down. like it just went kapoof. hmmmm. i'm trying to repair it but when you repair friendships, you need cooperation from both sides right? hmmm. its so awkward talking to you now, and like. the response i get isnt very.. good o.o its like you don't even want to talk to me. WELL FINEEEEE. BE THAT WAY. i'll keep on trying to repair it, but i'm losing hope right now. what happened to our friendship man? D:

well. yeah.

that's it really.

work experience debrief tmr. and this stupid rehearsal for stupid grad awards tmr. and then MUFTI DAY CHEQUE PRESENTATION :D :D :D then the stupid nonsensical no-sense-of-timing grad awards ceremony. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY. WHY MUST GIS HAVE NO FREAKING SENSE OF TIMING? ): ): ): I WANNA GO FOR BEAST SO SO SO SO SO BAD. i really feel so down right now. dude. if i can't go for mtv world stage (beast is performing), i will slap someone. hard. and make sure that at least one of their teeth falls off. i am that angry and upset and sad right now. o.o WHYYYYYYYYY.

right now, i'm kinda like: