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Monday, May 16, 2011 || 6:24 PM
the title was random. first word i could think of.
anyways. second blog post. like. an hour after the blog post of the day.
yeah. okay. i feel quite. down. now. ): NO ONE WANTS TO LIKE HEAR ME RANT ANYMORE. i think my ranting is annoying people. i think maybe i just rant too much. but thats me ): i think my emotional self is going through a hard time right now, so i just.. you know. have to rant it all out to someone. then i would feel better. (: but i think everyone's sick and tired of me ranting. like. annoyed. pissed off. yeah. ):
honestly, i don't know why i'm saying this, but i can't wait to like. leave malaysia. leave behind the emotional pain and emotional torments which i had to freaking go through. right now, i'm just like. fml fml fml fml fml fml. yesterday, i'm really touched cause i was feeling SO FREAKING DOWN and i told mit, and she actually called me using her aussie number to like cheer me up. and then we like. skyped and webcammed. man. i miss her so so so so so much. <3 always here for me.
but i can't like disturb her 24/7 right? like. to tell you the truth. i've been crying like so much for the past few days in a row. few hours straight. usually in the evenings/night. just crying. tissue would be all over my room. i would look like a freaking mess. mhmm.
i don't know why i just like. blurted that out. but well. i think. from now on, imma stop like asking people to listen to me rant. because i feel like its as if i'm forcing them to? well. they wouldnt have to care about me anymore, wouldnt they? ahhaha. story of my life.
despair.
HOT SUMMER ☂
