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hey guys.

okay. first thing i would like to talk about is uhh. about a dear friend of mine <3

(: i just saw a post which nazlin dedicated to me (: and i have to say. nazzy, you are awesome. like seriously. loool. you remember that i like stalk your blog 24/7 :P ahhaha. thank you nazzy, for being here for me (: i'm touched. love you nazzy :')

WELL. that post made me tear up. omg. i'm so stupid. i've always been blind. everytime i'm emo or depressed or down, i always think that i'm all alone, and there's like hardly anyone no one to talk to. but, well. i'm wrong, as usual. because my friends are here for me. nazzy, mitty, ming, esther --> they each have some sort of special way of cheering me up. there are more who are there for me, but these four, really helped me out so much. i can't express on how thankful i am for having you guys (:

and. well. i'm actually here to like. RANT. again. :/ sorry guys. i kind of said in one of my previous posts to like not rant to anyone because well. I ANNOY PEOPLE MAN. sooo. :/ but then, its like. i didn't really stick to it, cause i ranted out to ming but it kind of failed because something happened *cough*

i feel sooooooooooooo down. i think its cause all the little bits and pieces are like piling up and ready to burst. i stopped crying for two days now. accomplishment (Y) but i can feel it welling up inside. its building up, ready to burst. i forgot to mention, i almost started crying during my malay paper 4. ugh. i was like tearing up and stuff. ): thank goodness i didn't though, if not i would have had loads of explaining to do to the exam invigilators.

hmmm. geography paper 1 tmr. or in a few hours. shit. crap. poo. manure. faeces. GAH. i think imma like. screw it up. ): i can only remember like 10 case studies-ish (: compared to me remembering only like bits and pieces from each case study, and fully remembering 4 only; remembering 10 full case studies and other bits and pieces is an improvement (: BUT ITS TMR. SCREWED. i guess i will have to bullcrap my way through some questions :/ ahmagawd. i really have to make up for this paper by like ACING paper 2 and paper 4 and paper 5. nguhhhhh.

i still want to cry. if something happens to me like right now, there's no stopping my tears. i will send forth my tears which will drown the world. i'm trying to quote i think the Duchess of York from Richard III, but i guess i failed. yeah.. you guys get the point right? crying loads. mmm.

:'(