to this:

mmm. happy-go-lucky transformed into perturbation (feeling upset), exasperation (angry/pissed off), and depression. i think, my like. constant mood swings is like messing with my appetite. i used to eat like TONS MAN. TONS. and now? pssht. i can't eat alot. i used to like stuff myself like crazy with like. FOOD. and i could like eat day and night. but now, its like. i can't eat anything at all. i think i'm becoming anorexic. 

oh and you know? yesterday, after ict theory, its like. a group of friends and i were going out to eat lunch, and well. SOMEONE was being slightly annoying so i just like dodged and swung around a pole to like avoid him. WELL. turns out, that there was this freaking signboard on the freaking pole. and i didnt notice and well. WHACK. BANG. SMASH. KABOOM. -.- i literally went dazed for a few minutes. i saw stars (seeing stars is actually quite cool) and well. my head hurt. and NOW THERE'S THIS FREAKING HUGE LIKE. RED LINE ACROSS MY HEAD. NGUHHH. thank goodness my hair is like covering it. my mom asked me whether i wanted to go and cut my hair and i was like NO. i want to keep the hair until my freaking scar heals. IT HURTS LIKE CRAZY. i can't wash my hair properly, and some parts are blue-black -.- nguhhh. OMG. i just realised yesterday was FRIDAY 13TH. -.- just my luck. 

anyways. that isnt what's making me have all these freaky mood swings. i just feel so aggravated about like. LIFE. and FAMILY. and FRIENDS. and SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR. MY GOODNESS. sorry guys, i'm like ranting about like so many things in like all my posts :S story of my life. 

freak. i'm like so pissy now. i was so rude to my mom just now ): crap man. my life. 

pooey. i hope everything will take a turn for the better ): like seriously. i need someone to talk to. bad. ): 

i want to stop crying.