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Tuesday, May 17, 2011 || 12:14 AM
man.
i really don't know what you want.
you're so confusing and unpredictable. i can't.. omg. i just. GAH.
are we even friends?
because you really make it unclear sometimes - whether we like each other or hate each other.
is our friendship just a fake one?
because i remember you saying that you're only nice to me because someone asked you to do so.
do you even care about me?
all this time, everything. like. everytime you comforted me, listened to me rant. is it all just an act? just to show the person who asked you to be nice to me that we're on good terms now?
do you even mean what you say?
you say that i'm your friend. you say that you want me to be happy. you say this, you say that. is everything just a big, fat, ugly lie?
sorry guys. i'm just uhh. kind of confused and perturbed right now. i really don't know how to react to this. maybe you're right. i'm just too sensitive. but seriously. i don't know what you mean. i don't understand how you think. i thought i was a people person. but now? i don't know. i'm really confused. maybe i'm overreacting. freak. i can't even type/think properly.
pooey.