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hey friends.

NGUHH. stupid. -.- WHY DID OUR GEOGRAPHY PAPER 5 HAVE TO BE FREAKING CANCELLED?
okay. today, basically, i was in group 2 for geography paper 5. so i had to be quarantined. BUT. something went wrong. the UK servers couldn't connect to our school computers, so.. well. all of us geography students had to be quarantined from like 8 until like.. 11-ish? -.- UNFAIRNESS. and i actually wanted to do this exam cause i'm better at this paper 5 (computer based paper) than the paper 4 (written paper), cause what they do is that they mark both papers, and they take the highest mark and like. yeah. i suck at paper 4, and i do loads better in paper 5. so basically, i'm screwed. I'M GOING TO SCREW UP PAPER 4 ): I SUCKKK. well. anyways, the quarantine was a waste of our time. like seriously. I COULD HAD SLEPT IN ); but at least i had like a free breakfast (: mr wilson treated all of us to like breakfast cause we had to wait and stuffs. looool.

hmmm. today was like.. not much studying. i studied in school, like did some geography paper 4 questions and stuff, but.. that's about it. came home and CHILLAXED TO THE MAX. mmm (:

uhh. i felt quite moody towards the end of school. o.o i think its cause i was freaking pissed off cause i couldn't do the paper 5, and i'm going to fail like a boss for my paper 4. sooo. yeah. i'm what you call an "open book", so yeah. this disappointment, mixed in with other feelings, well. i was.. pretty down. yeahh. donovan, if you're reading this, i just wanna say I'M SORRY ): cause you were like hanging out with me (ish), and you had to put up with my horrible attitude/emo-ess/upsetness.

i did feel like crying at that time when donovan was with me ): but uhh. it was like i'm holding it in but i really wanted to let it all out. after donovan left, i just like. plugged in my headphones, listened to f(x) songs and just like.. tried drowning out my sorrows with their songs. it sort of worked, but not to its full potential. );

ugh. right now, i'm just like.. well. nothing. its 1am o.o and i have badminton training in a few hours. i should go sleep.

THE GUILT.

;( sadness engulfs my soul.