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hey friends (:

so. yeah. today was the first day of school after study leave. wheeee. mhmm. well. nothing much happened actually. english, add math, add math, ict. added more stuff for our Richard III board, did past papers after past papers for both add math lessons, and started revising theory for ict. mhmm. sums up my day.

oh, and i am officially addicted to vampire diaries. nguhh. thanks ming. -.-

i still have like my drama essay to do, and i've done part of my bio homework. i've finished my physics, and uhh, everything else but bio and drama. trulz. i've been studying alot for add math, i srsly hope i can get at least a B. lolers. i have extremely low standards for add math.

omg. i did like this part of physics revision yesterday, and like. omg. i didnt even rmbr mr feiller teaching us that. oh my. oh my. oh my. well, at least i know now right? :D its like, boyle's law, charles' law, and the universal gas law, and stuff about circuits and whatnot. woah maynn. i think i might ace the physics part of the exam :D but what i am freaking worried about is chemistry. i used to be able to do like, some, not all questions, but now? OMG. cant.do.one.freaking.question.on.the.past.paper. crapppp. D: what to do what to do. freaking out. nguhh.

you know, my friends, its like. you can expect minimum one paragraph about me being perturbed in any of my blog posts. now, i feel like an outcast. like.. yeah. its like, im watching vampire diaries instead of studying (thats how rebel i am) and well, uhh. i am getting FREAKED OUT. and i spammed people asking them whether they can skype or not, but no one actually answered me until the scary part was over. SORRY. wait. its still ON. i just paused it to blog. because i am getting freaked out.

you know, its like. ming's party tmr :) its like, im looking forward to it, but i have a feeling that im going to be an outcast. i mean, im not really close to anyone who's there but ming and ling maybe? but yeah. ughh. im just gonna be a loner walking by myself and SOMEONE is going to call me an attention seeker because im walking by myself, trying to get attention. well sorrryyyyyyy if i'm socially awkward. but. i have to be happy tmr. for ming's sake. because. i have to not be emo and not make her worry about me and whatnot. happy. be happy. you know, happiness seems like a chore to me nowadays. i cant seem to be happy like, whenever im at home. in school, only when my friends are like around, then maybe at times i'll be happy. what is wrong with me. i wanna go back to my former self - all happy, without a care for the world. i was actually able to relive that for a moment after school, whilst talking to coley [nicole chan] :) i was all high and like whatnot. so the funnys.

and you know? today? april fools right? omg. esther destroyed me with this prank. i got so excited about like, this so called "arron yan private gathering concert" which is only available for 20 people, and she got tickets cause her dad was part of the committee putting the thing together or somethign, and like. GAHH. i got excited for nothing -.- then, i tested out the same thing with RACHELLL :) but instead of arron yan, it was me meeting wang lee hom in like, pavilion and getting his autograph and pics with him and stuff. trololol. her reaction was like a boss. ;) so the funnys.

yeah. so uhh. urm. goodnight :)

byes! (: