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hey friends :)

wow. long time since i last blogged x) hahaha. today was such an up-and-down day.

you know, today, i got to hang out with my BESTFRIENDFORLIFEANDBEYOND michelle hong :D and her brother matt :D teeheee. we went to like ikano, ikea, the curve and cineleisure to like chill x) and uhh. we also like bought some school supplies as well :P hahahaha. oh and, donovan came along as well :) we like. hung out from 11 to 6 :p wow. there goes like most of my day x) we watched HOP. SO CUTE LAH THE BUNNY. its like. WHUTTHECRAP WHY YOU SO CUTES. yeahh :) but the ending was so WEIRD. HAHAHAHA.

and after, came back, showered, ate dinner and was doing chemistry, until i had to get into this stupid argument with my parents. -.- how dare they read through my private journal/diary. i freaking bitch about people there, and i vent out any unneccesary emotions there, and i also talk about my feelings towards other people as well. -.- NGUHH. how dare you. i need SPACE. SPACE. PRIVACY. why must you freaking go through my stuff? THIS IS WHY I NEVER TELL YOU PEOPLE MY PROBLEMS. because when i do, you guys will RANSACK MY ROOM AND DIG OUT MORE INFORMATION. -.- even though you guys care for me, i will CHOOSE TO DISCLOSE WHATEVER INFORMATION I WANT TO TELL YOU GUYS. after all, this is MY LIFE. and MY PROBLEMS. MY CHOICES. you may give me some pep talk, but you don't just go through my stuff and read my diary! i know you both mean it in a good way, but srsly? going through my stuff and ACCIDENTALLY reading through my diary is just LOW. there is a reason why i HID IT. ughh. WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME. i was doing my chemistry revision, and now i lost all my focus. -.- THANK YOU SO MUCH.

on the bright side, easter holidays have started :]

but i still feel horrible. its like all the information from my brain has been suctioned out and all the feelings i've ever felt is exposed. i feel like my soul is just hanging out there, naked. just for everyone to see and read. ugh.

exasperation and perturbation fills my heart.